Well, we're here sitting in the waiting room at Utah Fertility Center. I was just given my tab of valium and I'm trying despretely not to overfill my bladder like I did last time. My nerves are stable, but my anxiety level increased a little as we pulled into the parking lot.
On the drive here I was thinking about all the cars on the road and people out and about accomplishing regular daily tasks. Their lives are so normal while the couple in the white Jeep waiting at the same red light are about to take serious measures to try and start a family--for the third time even.
I'm sitting here on the couch with Logan (in the waiting room), he's watching the news on TV and all I can do is watch the minutes on the clock tick away--each one taking us closer to another very important moment in our lives.
